✎.....♥ My dreams, A lady's dreams ♥

The 1000th day

2010-12-24T20:50:00.001+08:00

Dardar and I celebrated our 1000th day yesterday ..

1000 days = 2 years 9 months and 23 days .. (Nearly 3 years oo )

Also, we celebrated Christmas in advance (because dardar have to work tomorrow.)

Have our lunch at TGI Friday’s in Pavillion. The food there was yummy, delicious and superbig!! We ordered quite a lot of food. Damn full ! I am wondering how can a person eat a full set of meal there??! Appetizer + main dish + dessert + drink?? Unbelievable..

Our appetizer- loaded potato (Recommended by Frederick)

My main dish – Grilled XXXX lamb chop ( I have forgotten the XXXX) =)

Our shared drink – Lemon long island .. dardar was drunk after drinking that ..lolz

After lunch, we took some photos of the Christmas adornment in Pavillion too ^^

Then, we shopped , shopped & shopped !!

by purplelyn

A post after trips

2010-12-22T15:18:00.001+08:00

Again, feel lazy to post. Compare to my diary, I love my diary more

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After those 2 trips (Cameron Highlands and Pangkor Island), I feel that the size my stomach has become bigger. I can eat more than before. Lol .

Oh, I miss the BBQ seafood in Pangkor!! Do you wonder how delicious the food will be when you use hands to eat? Have you ever eat until you are full but you never feel it? This was what I feel during that moment. It was just too delicious . BBQ crabs, BBQ fish, shrimps, clams and squids … Wow, I feel like wanna eat them again!!

Waiting for me to share the days in those trips? Hmm..Still lazy..Lol..However, I posted the photos in Facebook. Here is the link: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?id=639807478&aid=253955

For the photos that taken in Cameron Highlands, I haven’t get it..Let’s wait together.

By purplelyn

Waiting for tomorrow

2010-12-12T19:48:00.001+08:00

Hope time can pass faster..and get to tomorrow..

Going to Cameron Highlands with Dardar and his friends, this is the first time to travel with his friends..

Looking forward to tomorrow ..

purplelyn

Quit job

2010-12-11T22:50:00.001+08:00

Ning Ning and me have quitted the telemarketing job. Why? The reasons are simple – we spent more than 13 hours over there (included the time for LRT and traffic jams) by earning only RM60 after subtracting those costs (transport fee and meal). It is not worth!

Ended up doing nothing at home..I don’t hope to waste this holidays..Still, looking for job.. Any suggestions?

by purplelyn

Rapunzel: A Tangled Tale

2010-12-06T22:32:00.001+08:00

This is my first time using Window Live Writer, it is fine for me at this moment. There are something I like this, that is I can change any font that I want instead of just a few choices at blogger.

Last Sunday, I watched Rapunzel 3D at Jusco Cheras Selatan. Surprisingly, I was not watching only with my dear, but also my family!! Yeah, it was really surprising when daddy asked me to invite Dardar. Actually I have a little surprised too when daddy suddenly said that ‘Let’s go watch Rapunzel 3D!’

That was my first time to watch 3D movie, and my family and dardar as well. I felt like wanna snap that moment into my camera while wearing the glasses.

Dardar and me

sista

brother

and mummy

Why no daddy? Because he didn’t want to take photo. Lolz..That’s all I think…

Purplelyn

simple post

2010-12-02T21:52:00.002+08:00

Oh, my blog. I have been missing from here for quite a long period. Finally short sem is over. It's the time for party again. However, I will be working and travelling in this month. Huh? Stop cracking your head, it is simply mean that you will see lots of my post and photo soon =)

See you.

purplelyn

Dungun trip

2010-10-01T21:39:00.025+08:00

The joyful time always passes express, very quick, I came back from Dungun.

During this trip, I was really relaxing my mind. My mind was quit from all those worries and troubles.

Here, I would like to share my joyful time there.

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Day 1

Around 8am, Ryan, Ken and me met at Serdang KTM. Once we reached Tasik Selatan, we met Glady and Elize too. Then, we started our journey. Several passes though difficulty, we finally arrived Putra Station and got into the bus.

Besides eating and sleeping in the bus, there are some happy moments happened too^^

Ryan was compelled to tie up this hair.

Ken Ken felt that was nice and he tied too. Hehe^^

After 5hours, we reached Dungun. Glady's mom drove us to their house. Then, Glady leaded us to 'our' rooms to put our baggage.

Ours temporary rooms

Glady's sister's Hello Kitty Collection.

Once we have settled all those things, Glady brought us to eat fried squid at Pink House. That was the most delicious fried squid that I ate in my life.

Fried Squid^^

Subsequently, we crossed over the road and went to the beach that opposite the Pink House.

They imitated Jack and Rose.

Crabs' houses and their footsteps.

At night, we have dinner with Glady's mom.

Day2

We planned to picnic at Teluk Bidara. After breakfast, we prepared the food for picnic. During preparation, there were some silly things happened on Ken Ken too. >.< haha =")">

We have taken quite a lot of photo at Teluk Bidara too. ^^

After soon, Glady's friend 'Cicak' joined us too. Cicak leaded us to explode another cave at Teluk Bidara. Finally, we found a bats' cave. We heard a lot of that passed from those bats even we are still far away from the cave. Other than that, the cave looks scary too. Thus, we didn't walk into the cave.

This is the bats' cave

Nice scene

In the evening, we played at the seashore.

When we prepare to go home, I saw a sign board. =="

Day3
At first, our plan on that day was to go jungle trekking and visit UiTM. Finally, we have changed our mind and went to Awana Resort to swim.

The biggest ABC that I have ever ate.

At that night, Yuee Tong, Ken and me chitchat until 3.30am!!

Day4
Bye Dungun.

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Dear Glady,
Thanks for inviting us to your home town, Dungun is really a nice place for us to relax. Your home is very comfortable. Please express thanks for me to your mother, thanks she to take cares of us those days.

By Czelyn

OMD omd OMD omd...lalala

2010-09-20T16:53:00.009+08:00

16th Sept

Finally, OMD's gang held a 'gathering' last Thursday. We went to 1Utama, and I was the one who drove them there again. =.= They never drive me even they have cars too. (especiallly Lili XD)

Since my driving skill is not too bad, we arrived safe. ^.^ We having pizza at Pizza Huts, then, Ning ning bought a can of sweet from Sticky. It was funny when we saw the RM5 sweets in Sticky. Lili kept saying that if I buy that as her birthday presents, then she will sure hate me..haha..But i know, what she said and she thought was opposite..haha..jkjk

Also, we went to Clinique at Jusco and I bought a cleanser there. Although the cleanser is quite expensive for me; however, Lili's aunt was surprising me because she gave me a free lipstick and a free toner's sample too!! It was totally over my expectation. I spent RM70 to buy the cleanser and get back a free lipstick worth RM66 and a toner's sample..wahahah =) Besides, Ning ning was happy too because she finally got the 'birthday's present' from Clinique after she kept nagging and asking Lili's aunt.

Lastly, we rushed back to The Mines and have some sweet chat in Sweet Chat.

Our desserts

The cleanser that I bought

Free gift

Free sample

purplelyn

30 hours famine

2010-08-25T20:15:00.006+08:00

I attended 30hour famine last weekend.

Here are some photos...

My groupmates ^^

My group's leader

Also, I have taken some interesting photo >.<

Let's look at Glady's funny face. She kept smiling this way once she got the soya..haha

And this too..

This is the photo that I like the most ^^ haha xP

YES 3

2010-08-20T18:28:00.004+08:00

YES,

stand for Young Entrepreneur Start-up

the event that I am attending recently

I thought it will be no more assignment in this semester

Once I have attended the 1-day entrepreneur program

I knew that I have to do another 'assignment' again...

This project is tougher than those assignment in college

It need a lot of thinking skill

especially when we were thinking the idea

Can you imagine that we were sitting at the Starbucks almost 5hours for just thinking the idea?

Or some of us even dreamt of it!!

One week was past

our executive summary almost done too^.^

I know there will be others challenges to go if we can be short-listed

However, I will confront it with my braveness

and for my team mates : Ryan, Frederick and Tong Tong>.<

I know we can do that!! Gambateh!!

My team mates^^

these days

2010-08-09T22:36:00.008+08:00

hmm..i am lazy to write..

these photos here can explain what is happening on me these few days..

working in Carrefour Sri Petaling

having meal with dardar last Thursday..The food there really delicious..It stimulus my tongue ^^

my hair was cut again>.<

Busy busy ~~

2010-08-04T12:54:00.004+08:00

Finally, I have finished my assignments!! yay!! >.<

It's the time to final exam again.. =(

Lecturers kept reminding us to do revision, counted down for us too!! =.= They made me stress. I haven't started to revise even one page yet!! xP

I am busy, really busy...My schedule for the following weeks are full!! Working, YES Challenge, 30 hours famine, final exam.....I have never been into this situation before.. However, I am enjoy with it,enjoy the time when I get money after working, enjoy the time when result release (not during exam!!) Haha.. For the YES Challenge & 30 hours famine, I have already predict that it will be tough during the period, but it will be fun too ^^

I want to join OSK investment also, but I can't separate myself =(

Share a link here..MeiYan's room..

Jealous oo..

http://www.meiyan.my/?p=326

-purplelyn-

new member ^^

2010-07-23T12:30:00.003+08:00

This is the new member in my room recently..

It's really cuteeee^^

love it so much >.<

2010-05-29T23:14:00.000+08:00

把目前所承受的一切记得牢牢的，历史才不会重演~

today..

2010-04-30T22:21:00.005+08:00

I went to hospital at 4am in the morning, due to stomach ache.. Actually, I don't want to woke them (my dad and my darling) up, but it's painful.. This was not the 1st time I woke up from my dream due to stomach ache.. But this was the 1st time I woke my daddy up and asked him to bring me to a clinic..

It's hard to find a opened clinic at 4am.. Thus, daddy brought me to hospital. Luckily I can recover soon, if not, I really don't know how to go Taylor's. And I promised to fetch darling's mummy and too.. This was the '1st task', I can't mess up.. (This was what I think on the way to hospital.)

Also, I really felt sorry to my dad and darling.. I forced them to wake up.. Especially my dad, I am sure that he can't sleep well. He was worried about me..Thank you, daddy & dear.. Thanks for yours love..

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I went to Taylors' today. To watch drama. It's fun to watch Nic act as a open minded woman?!! can I say that? Haha.. Still, I felt like it is not hard to mix in his family.. I love the soup>.<..

Recently:

After taking bath..

>.<

2nd day with Omega Plus..

2010-04-25T22:03:00.005+08:00

Why I cannot do my work as normal??

Why my life cannot be simple and without trouble?

10.25am - I reached Equine Jusco..I didn't drive today, my parents fetched me, because that old Wira's enjin still cannot start. It has no battery. When I reach there, suddenly the security guard wanted to check my nails. == Even I have cut my nails before I go there; they keep saying that my nails were long.. == Then, they gave me a nail cutter.......

..........

After I have prepared the milk, I started to do sampling. Today might be a nice day, I think. This was because I straight away sold 1 pack of milk powder to the 1st customer that I served.

Also, I saw Miss Selena, my lecturer >.<.. She seems different compared to when she in college. Dress differently. And wore spec. When I called her, she can still remembered who I am, and my name. Although she didn't teach me more than half year..

However, today ended up with a bad day==

I really don't know why? Why everyday must have something happen?

Haiz...

I din't mind the child shouted with her mom :"Yer...Why her teeth like that?"

I also didn't care about one of the mother told her child that "If you don't want to consult dentist, next time your teeth will like this sister."

Still, I don't mind to wear mask in front of customer..

BUT!!! I DON'T WANT TO WEAR SHOWER CAP IN FRONT OF CUSTOMER!!!

It's look like a doctor before operate surgery!!

Why I did't have a normal cap? Just because of my uniform didn't supply a cap, then I ended up to wear a shower cap!!! ==

Why was the security guard so hardworking today? Haiz..haiz...

working~

2010-04-24T22:29:00.002+08:00

I was working in Jusco at Taman Equine today.. standing the whole day & doing sampling..

"OMEGA PLUS" ==

During the day, a lot of silly things was happened too..

1st- my Wira's enjin can't start, I ended up driving my mom's Livina to Jusco..There are different between MPV & the Proton Wira.. I was really scared that the car will bang. It's huge...n long..==

2nd- I have never go for product training before I sell that product- Omega Plus.. I have no idea with it..== I can only read the script after I set up the booth..

3rd- I left my bag at the locker!!! What's going on? Sigh.. Speechless.. Luckily I remembered it before I left Jusco.. Don't know what am I thinking these days.. always left this & that.. "Big head prawn"

And my ring, it still playing 'hidden cat' with me..

I cannot sleep with my son too. It still haven't dry yet..

Sigh...Still wanna work tomorrow.. Hope nothing will happen..Hope so..

my ring is lost..=(

2010-04-23T21:36:00.003+08:00

I planned to write about my dating today..However, I have no mood to do so because I can't find my ring.. T.T

Hope I can find it..haiz..

my blog was upgraded!!

2010-04-22T15:59:00.003+08:00

finally i have done editing my blog...

i have changed the template, added some new gadgets, added pictures, changed songs....

tired....

However, i love my blog now...haha

I swear, it won't happens on me any more!!

2010-04-06T18:34:00.005+08:00

Something was happened in this morning.

It made me cried in front of my college friends.

I have never expected it will happen on me, yet, it was a fact.

Unchangeable...

This incident has made my expectation for the whole semester became a dream.

It is useless to blame anyone now. Fact is still a fact.. Sigh..

Maybe..maybe I should think of another way round.

.....

Luckily, I can still prepare for my final exam.

Luckily, I went to college on those days.

Luckily, my result is not too bad.

I really appreciate her, didn't take cruel action to us..Thanks..

I won't let this thing happen on me again! I swear. I trust myself - the most believable person that I can believe to.

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I think I need to relax for this moment.

Even I have accepted this fact, but I haven't went off from moodiness.

I need someone to talk to.. waiting for Matthew..

Yea, I really need him in this second, I need a hug...

Also, I need chocolate too..

sick again...

2010-03-21T20:40:00.002+08:00

I am sick again..

during this 3 days, I planned to study, to finished all my tutorials...but ya...

I didn't do anything within these 3 days..because i am sick..

OMD, since the leadership camp, I never rest...everyday need to go to college...even Sunday...

I was really hoped that I can rest...

during this 3 days, I was sleeping at most of the time..>.<..

really hope that I will be better soon..

I am still using the KOOLFEVER now..haiz..

I wanna do revision la...

女孩

2010-03-11T19:49:00.003+08:00

一个女孩上自习,太凉了,
她发短信让男朋友去送衣服给她,男孩打游戏拒绝了.
这件事让她郁闷了两天然后气消了,
虽然是件小事,不会影响两人以后, 但是她说,
她会记住, 以后自习一定会带衣服,
如果哪天忘记了, 即使冷死,也不再会叫他送.

很久以前,一个女孩某天夜里,
心情特别低回,特别想念某个人的安慰,
然后半夜时分,打电话给他,说很想听他说话,
电话那头的他从睡梦中醒来,不耐烦的敷衍她.
从此以后,她再没有伤心无助时给他打过电话.

我发现女孩身上有一种猫性.
小猫在撒娇或者做错事的时候,需要别人的安慰和教导,
如果这时主人打击了它,它会狠狠记住,不会再犯.

女孩,有着猫一样的自尊.特别是陷入爱情里的女孩...
在别人看来无关紧要,其实需要呵护,
因为爱,已经让她的心变得柔软.
她的这一点自尊,其实是要你对她的在乎.
有时候女孩需要一个男孩,就像逃机者需要降落伞,
如果此时此刻他不在,那么以后他也不必在了.
真的,就是这样！

如果哪天猫咪用坚定的眼神看着你说我可以的时候，
那么猫咪已经做好了离开的准备了!
女孩是要独立，
但是独立到不再会对你不讲道理的撒娇任性，
不再会无厘头的缠着
你觉得你对于她同路人还有多大区别呢?

女孩的猫性不是每个男孩都有幸看到的，
因为喜欢你，在意你才对你发出特有的咕噜噜声，
其他人只能听到猫喵喵叫，
而这一声咕噜噜只是为你而生，
有几个人会明白呢？？
我们爱折腾
只是爱折腾他而已。

如果有一天
我们慢慢发现自己可以一个人玩都不觉得闷
很久不捏他也不会手痒
只是静静的待在他旁边
不再想着法儿去玩它
谁能知道那时的我们该有多难过呢

男孩总会说女孩无理取闹
说女孩没事找事
说女孩不讲道理
说女孩不可理喻
为什么不去想想
她在对待别人的时候
为什么不是这样的态度

没错
如果有一天
她不再对你撒娇
她不再对你任性
她不再缠着你跟你要这个要那个
她不再因为你的任何事情微笑或者皱眉
那么
你就永远的失去她了！

copy from Xiao Yen's Facebook note

My 19th birthday

2010-01-31T13:36:00.005+08:00

My birthday passed 2 days ago. I seems to leave here for a few week.

Only 1 word can describe... LAZY

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This was the first time that I celebrated my birthday with such many friends.

The first time that I received such lots of wishes in messages and Facebook, although there are a reminder in Facebook.

Well, I don't want to describe my birthday here. You can see photos in my facebook profile if you want too.

Link: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=142595&id=639807478

In this post, I just want to express some words in my heart...

Matthew: 不要再责怪自己，我也不想再怪谁了。过去了，也就算了。你说得对，除了这次的生日，我们还有很多很多值得庆祝的日子，又何必为了这一次而耿耿于怀呢？在人生中，有时候当当别人的配角，也能感受到别人的喜悦，是真的！谢谢你为我/我们做的蛋糕，虽然我知吃了一口，但那份诚意，那份心，我收到了^^ Love you forever >.<>

Adam , Nicole : Adam，虽然你都在忙着为她庆祝，但也要谢谢你们那天听我诉苦（还有以前的），谢谢啦^^

Nicole，不管他在你心中是否过关，但是呢，有很多背后的事情，你是没看到的，他真的很努力，很在乎你这一次的生日哦^^ 所以呢，他不止及格 , 还拿

HD !!

Milo, Carmen, YY, Yuee Thong & Kwai Yan: Thanks for yours hug and kiss. Milo, Carmen & YY: yours secretly, only when I heard the process that how you all bought the skirt, then I know, all of you care about my birthday too..haha..so stupid..thanks^^muackzz

Chris & Cheryl : Sweet couples, thanks for yours attendance in Greenbox.. And I realise one thing on that day, Chris's driving skill very careful o..really!!

Ryan & Glady : Thanks for yours attendance too.. And ya, don't always quarrel la...

Xiao ma: Haha...camera man..huhu..

Edwin: Thanks for your call..xD

And...Bryant, Alvis, Jill, YK, Frederick & others : Thank you anyway..

Birthday

2010-01-14T19:46:00.003+08:00

My birthday is coming soon. I will have a 48hours continuous birthday this year because 28th is according to lunar calendar while 29th Jan is according to western calender. Also, I have promised some of my friends that I will post a birthday wish list here...

My birthday wish list :

1. bag ( Callie & Nicole )

2. mini skirt ( jeans )

3. formal shirt

4. any cloths, cosmetic that suit me

However, my birthday this year will be very bad, I think. In college, it seems no one bother about our (Nicole & I, we born on the same day) birthday. Sigh. Moreover, my pity Matthew also need to work on those 2 days. Maybe I was expect too high to it, it seems all under my expectation now. Haiz.. How could it be? I just want a memorable birthday..

Funny >.<

2009-12-31T12:55:00.006+08:00

My neighbours just came back from Haerbin. They gifted us some dolls as souvenir. Let's look!

It's look normal. Right?

But, it has another inside itself!!

Guess what? Another again? HAHA

Normally, only 3. Let's open again..

Funny?? More funny things left behind.. HAHA

Again?

no more again.. >.<

so CUTE!!! THE SMALLEST 1..

HAHA

DAMN SHIT!!

2009-12-28T20:02:00.003+08:00

Damn Shit!! My hair has gone.

I went to a salon today, to cut my hair.

However, this was the most hateful salon I have gone throughout my life!!

Actually, I just want to cut away some hair and make my hair more 'tipis'. So, I told the barber to cut a little layers and keep remind her " Don't cut too short ".

Nonetheless, I saw she was enjoying to cut my hair; I felt very uncomfortable to sit there because I felt my hair was become shorter and shorter.Then I kept remind her again and again. Finally, I cannot able to control myself to ask her "Why my hair was become short?"

"No, I just cut layer for you. It doesn't become shorter. Layers is look like this. After it become longer then it will be better." What did she answer me! What the F###!! Was that an answer? In the mirror, I saw my hair was short, like half years ago! Then, how can she said my hair was still long?!!!

I can't stop her, can't stand up and go because she was cut a lot. So, I waited until she finished it. She showed me a mirror, to see my backside. I have no mood.

Now, my hair is very ugly. It's like an aunt, like a child...I don't know what doesn't it look like. I have used more than half year to grow my hair, but now, it's all gone. I really hope that it is a dream or time can reverse, but when I use my hand to touch my hair and when I stand in front of the mirror; I know it is not a dream..

ARR!!! I MISS MY LONG HAIR!!!

Wedding dinner

2009-12-19T11:55:00.008+08:00

I went to a wedding dinner yesterday..

Maybe I have a long time didn't go for such dinner, I have fully make up & took a lot of silly photos >.<

Yea.. I didn't take this types of photo since I entered college.

Like a girl..a silly & crazy girl..haha XD

Here are a little of my photos^^

Haha..I am not dare to post all the photos.. because some of them are really.....SILLY ^^

Before going there..

Free gift there..

I stole all the Berly's..haha

The drink that i drank yesterday--red wine..

A happy night..^^

Love story

2009-12-14T22:36:00.002+08:00

Don't know what was happens recently..

maybe the 'moon uncle' sick already..

break up .. relationship problems.. family problems.. are surrounding me..

And me.. seems to have problems too..

NO NO NO!!!! i must be alert.. must concern about my relationship.. my love story must be continued!!!

Christmas is coming soon... haiz.. i have no money... cham...

我们的回忆多了--这个~

2009-11-20T19:51:00.000+08:00

明天的约会

2009-11-14T23:18:00.002+08:00

好像已经好久，都没这种感觉~

期待的感觉，真好~^^

今天，好有以前的感觉噢~

傻傻的等，等着你休息，放工~

明天约会哦~好久，没和你这样去玩了~

那感觉就好像--初恋的感觉~对了！就是它！^^

不知明天会过得怎样呢？好好的珍惜~

我一定要买到票哦！一定要！一部好想看的电影~

可惜的是，还没赶完PDP~

朋友，对不起哦~连累你们了~

明晚可要拼了!!

明天!明天!明天!耶! ^^

欢迎回家

2009-10-21T18:30:00.002+08:00

车，回家了~
不管我如何不想今天的到来；
日子，总是一天天的过~
车，总有一天会出院~

你说过的，有得必有失~
车入院时，我不能如常的到处逛，不能如常的到学校；
然而，我们却能每天见面~
现在，车回来了~
我的生活恢复从前，希望我们也能恢复正常~

这几个星期每天见面的日子，会成为我的回忆；
但我知道，它也将会成为我生活的一部分，我相信~

明天又要驾车了，有点害怕噢...

习惯

2009-10-12T19:33:00.002+08:00

有人说，习惯难改；
而我却说，习惯改不了~

习惯了，每早听见你的声音
习惯了，你说的每一句早安
习惯了，每早香喷喷的早餐
习惯了，你每天可爱的笑脸

习惯坐着你的车
习惯靠着你的肩
习惯拉着你的手
习惯抱着你的腰
习惯吻着你的唇

习惯，每晚听听你的声音
习惯，每晚看看你的模样
习惯，每晚想想你才入眠

这些习惯，怎能改的了？
更何况，我不想改~ ^^

我变了

2009-10-08T21:50:00.003+08:00

今天，CTS's presentation终于完了。松了一口气吗？或许有一点吧！这次的presentation,比上次差了，明显的差了~
我变了，这两个月以来，我真的变了~
以前的积极，开朗，动力，信心...... ；你们全去哪儿了？没有了你们，我的生活毫无意义！
最近的我，心事重重，又有谁知道呢？网上的游戏，成了我自我麻醉的‘良药’~
成天无所事事，我，已不想我了....

霖，真的不能这样了！再这样下去，这个星期就会完蛋了！
quiz, presentation都过去了，接下来的，真的不能再马虎了！！！

Oh my....

2009-10-03T21:09:00.003+08:00

Last wednesday, my car was crashed!!!

Haiz..no car can drive now..not dare to drive dad's four wheel...every morning need matthew to fetch me; however, i like it...

Still, hope my car can faster come out from 'hospital' la...

无聊~

2009-09-22T19:11:00.002+08:00

好久都没在这里留下痕迹了，朋友们都以为我失踪了。我再干嘛呢？最近都在忙，连上网的时间也没了，最近都在忙什么呢？我也不晓得~
入伙酒过后，我们用了两天的时间来清理屋子~好夸张哦！简直是把家里的每一个缝都处理几百遍==
好累哦~这几天都好累~怎么办？

我们之间......

2009-08-19T12:19:00.003+08:00

我知道
你的心意没有多余的位置
把我容纳

我知道
你现在的心里
只装下了她

从一开始
我就知道
你放不下她

纵使他对你多么的不在乎
纵使我有多么的在意你
她依然是你心中的天使
而我，也只是个过路人

埋怨吗？我没有权力
生气吗？我无法做到

我知道
最终的我
也只会是个失败者
一个隐形人一片玻璃

其实
我想要的很简单
真的很简单

别无视我的存在
至少
给我一个拥抱，好吗？

boring.....

2009-08-17T19:13:00.005+08:00

sem break now..

after genting, don't know what I can do...everyday stay at home..cannot go out...damn H1N1!!!

boring..boring..boring..

this is the photo of my new laptop

my new gadget & cute ultramonkey

Final exam~~

2009-08-04T21:57:00.002+08:00

Final exam is coming soon..
dunno how to start..
lazy...
who can help me?

hovewer, "HD", I aim for you...
although..
my Intermediate English has no hope for that...
Hope God bless me....

STUDY!STUDY!STUDY!

My laptop~~

2009-08-04T21:52:00.002+08:00

haha..i got my own laptop already..
bought it at PC Fair on last Sunday..
still have many software haven't install..
haiz...

installing MSN now.. damn slow.. haiz..
almost an hour.. still haven't finish.. =.=

wanna see my laptop's face?
haha..
will be post later...^^

Sick

2009-08-02T09:26:00.002+08:00

i was sick.. since yesterday..
severe fever and cough..
how severe is it?
just imagine..
i wore 1 t-shirt, 2 jacket and a long pant to sleep yesterday..
also a thick quilt..

haiz.. have a presentation tomorrow..
Czelyn, you must recover!!

Finally...

2009-07-23T22:02:00.003+08:00

Finally...
the works have almost done..
left..
oral presentation..
computing presentation..
and FINAL EXAM..

Few days ago, Maybelline had a promotion in my college..
I and some of my friends joined the make up section..

They said i looks coquettish after i make up =.=

And these are some of the photo i took after i reached home...

><
silly girl== haha

My works list

2009-07-13T20:52:00.003+08:00

I got many work to do!!!!

Works - Due date

Study Skill's Assignment - 20/7
Moral Studies' Assignment - 22/7
Computing Principle's Assignment - 31/7
Oral Presentation's Outline - 17/7

Computing Principle's Quiz 2 - 23/7
Intermediate English's Quiz 2 - 20/7
Finite Mathematics's Quiz 2 - 23/7

Finite Math's Tutorial 9 - 14/7
English Reading Comprehension - 15/7

想对你说…………………

2009-06-28T12:42:00.006+08:00

大前天：２５／６

哈～明明答应了你，考完试后不会再到处乱跑，可是，我又不听话了～因为我跟朋友们去了Ｍidvalley～那通电话过后你就没再找我，好害怕你生气了～
回到家，打了给你，你的声音告诉我你不快乐～我好笨蛋，每当察觉到你不快乐，我总不会哄你，反之，我会变得更不快乐～结果，你应该就会认为我把你弄伤了还在发小姐脾气吧！
后来你到我家，看到你那闷闷不乐的样子，其实我不知所措～我不想你，总是有办法哄我；而我，总在想办法气你，对吧？尽管你不快乐，那时的我，已经尽力在恢复你的心情了～可是我还是失败～直到．．．．
知道你告诉我，你买了双新鞋，在车尾箱，问我要不要去看看？其实那时的我，根本没心情去看什么鞋子～只是为了让你快乐些，我，拿了钥匙，开了车尾箱～

一个大箱子，我的脑袋空了，傻傻得看着那箱子，愣住了～

你让我打开箱子，一个小狗布娃娃，一束花，一张卡片～你又赢了，又一次让我惊喜，让我感动～我是感动的，那个时刻，和此时此刻～或许那时候周围太多人了吧～我不会掉眼泪，此时写着这篇文章的我，泪已划下～
你走后，我个晚上都看着那小狗，简直把它当成了我们的结晶品，我们的孩子，我们的宝贝～
谢谢你，伟～

小狗：钟番薯^^
花～
卡片里的留言～
你说过，我们很像：小眼睛，包包脸，Ｎ型嘴～是酱的吗？
抱着它，睡了～

前天：２６／６

跟朋友去唱Ｋ，原本跟你说了四点就能回的。怎知道，Greenbox让我们唱到五点，我让你一个人在Starbucks呆了两个小时半～没有一声对不起，怕我找不到你，弊尿弊了几乎一个小时，傻傻的坐在那等我～没有一点关怀，没有一点紧张～我，太失职了～可恶的我，还在跟你耍脾气～换是其他人，早就把我甩了吧？你没恨我，没讨厌我，没生气我，只是给了我小小的惩罚～我知道，那天的我，是任性的，是孩子气的～
我一直以来都以为，我很成熟，不会像其他女生般吃醋，不会刷大小姐脾气。原来，我把自己看得太高～记得你说过，我是一个不及格的女朋友，原来我的确是这样～

昨天：２７／６

就像先前约好的，我们，还有我家人（除了爸爸），一起去看电影：Transformer2～我的外套拿去洗了，所以提醒了你，预备一件外套给我～妹妹穿长袖，所以她也没带外套～
Transformer2,我知道这是一部你喜欢看的电影，很高兴能够一起去看的～在电影房里，理所当然的，我穿着你为我准备的外套，好好地看戏～可是好景不长，那个小瓜（妹妹）突然说冷了，身为姐姐的我，也只好把外套让她～而你，那时是担心我的吧？看着我那颤抖的身体，你又不能做些什么～是因为这样吗？因为这样你才会做了那件傻傻的事？
你告诉我说你要去厕所，我真的相信你的！虽然那时的我觉得奇怪，为什么拿电影放映到紧张的时刻，你会突然说要上厕所？好疑惑～５分钟过去了，你还没回来，我开始担心了～正要信息给你，你却拿了件外套出现在我面前！你竟然为了酱小的事，跑出去买了件外套，为了就是不忍心我在你面前颤抖？我想骂你，可是我没有，因为我知道你是为我好，所以才没骂你乱花钱～那一刻，我是感动的，是甜的，是窝心的，温暖的，全都有！你为了我，miss掉了那紧张的几分钟～你为了我，在jusco里跑来跑去～我真的是败给你了～

伟，你对我的好，我全都感受得到～请你，原谅我的任性，原谅我的自私，原谅我这个不及格的女友，原谅我对你所作的一切一切，好吗？请让我，从新学习，学习如何关怀，关心，学习做个１００分的女友～谢谢你，谢谢你爱我，谢谢你不曾讨厌我，谢谢你对我不离不弃，谢谢你对我的宽容…………
最后想说，我爱你！真的真得很爱你！

霖　　

烦恼

2009-06-25T17:07:00.002+08:00

当小孩真好！小孩没有烦恼，要什么有什么~没有的应该只是自由吧！
人，长大了~ 有了自由,也有了烦恼~
以前，总希望能快快长大；现在，却希望时光倒流~ 现在才知道，原来当个天真单纯小孩真好！
人的烦恼总离不开这些：钱，事业，学业，亲情，友情和爱情~

当人越长越大，都会越变越现实的吗？而我，不否认！钱对我来说，很重要~ 但，我不至于为了他，而违背我的人生原则~ 可是，我却改变了身边的人对钱的看法~ 是我给人的感觉太重视利益了吗？还是说，我确确实实就是一个向钱看齐的奴隶?

事业，不用说，我还没有。

学业，试刚考完，只能等成绩。

亲情，我只能说，我想要更多的自由，可以吗？人的心，好像永远都不会得到满足......

友情，看来这是全部里面最不会让我有烦恼的一样吧~

爱情，一星期的倒数又快到了，突然觉得好害怕~ 这几天都停留在悬边处~ 我真的不想再有事发生了，可以吗？

如果可以的话，让时光倒流，再永远停止~

A lucky & 'lucky' day

2009-06-23T22:29:00.003+08:00

Today, i have parked my car in a special area and the parking fee cost me RM100!! Yup. I received a saman! When I saw a paper is nipped on my car mirror, I screamed! OMD! This is the most expensive parking fee in my life==
Before I parked at that place, I still remember that I had asked Cherry, ' Will we kena saman if we park here? ' == lame lame.... nothing to say...haiz.. really unlucky.. Should I tell my parents? I scare to tell them, especially my dad.
After I reached my home, I picked up my phone and called my boyfriend suddenly. I asked him to buy the reference number of that saman...
8.30p.m., he called me and told me my money have sank into water. Haiz.. I did't hope at all, I know the TOTO can't earn me money to pay the 'parking fee' . Luckily, really lucky.. my boyfriend also bought his car number.. and.. that is more than enough for me to pay the 'parking fee'..
Lucky? or 'lucky' ?
i don't know..
Should I tell my parent now?
I also don't know..
And the last problem is~~ I don't know where can I pay the saman==

一次又一次的伤害

2009-06-20T09:45:00.002+08:00

我，又一次的伤害了你~
三个月以来，每次的争吵，好像已定时，每星期一次~
我很逊！不知你会那么认为吗？我好差劲！我真得这么觉得的~
一次又一次的，重复的，“对不起，别恨我好吗？”，“对不起，原谅我好吗？”，“对不起，你可以在此相信我吗？”~我真的，真得快要崩溃了！而你，仍然一次又一次的重新爱我，接受我的道歉~换着是我，我早已经放弃，心死~
经过上次以后，我还以为没事了，一切都雨过天晴~当时的我，真的能感受到重新的美好~谁知道，我们还是胜不过这个定时计的响起~
我，背叛了你~虽然只是心理上的背叛，我真的觉得我好烂！
这次，会是最后一次了，我也不希望有下一次~
我只想，重新的，好好的，爱你~~~

STRESS!!

2009-06-18T14:44:00.000+08:00

Mid-term exam is coming soon. Actually, it just have a few days left. I, didn't do any preparation, revision. Really stress. What can I do in these few days? I don't know. As a person who is always aiming the best, fear of failure, never get severe injury in exam; now, I scare this exam will be my first failure!

I have changed. After SPM, I became lazy. Lazy to do revision, lazy to study, lazy to manage time......

I don't want these changes. Please, give me back. Give back my own attitude....